1. |
The Aberrant Heart
03:26
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I've been set free
All my life I've been told
I'm no different than anyone else
just a helpless man
trying to find meaning in this life
dare to say what others only think
separate from the norm
fly high amongst the stars
turning dreams into reality
there's no going back
the life you strive for is dead ahead
take my hand
we'll fight through this
together, we're unstoppable
we're unstoppable
the end of this chapter
is the start of something new
fight through the pain
dream to be the best
and strive for greatness
this life we live
is oh so sacred
I will not let you fail this time
your future awaits
alive inside
you're so close
there's no turning back this time
fight through the flames
there's beauty inside
dream to be the best
and strive for greatness
this life we live
is oh so sacred
dream to be the best
and strive for greatness
this life we live
is oh so sacred
we design
we create
we rebuild
there's no turning back now
we design
we create
we rebuild
there's no turning back now!
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2. |
Decompose
04:07
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Decompose
I watched it fall apart
Right in front my eyes
I remember when I said I believed in you just like you said that you believed in me
The truth is I won't let this go
And I'll be staying right where you left me
I've been slipping away
and I wasn't prepared to lose you
This time I've drowned
I shouldn't feel like I can't do anything
Or like I'm the reason it always falls apart
I'll never understand how these holes can grow so big from using only one reluctant shovel
I would never dream of this
Why am I expected to say sorry
For something that was never my fault
I would never dream of this
How can you look at me and say I can save myself
I know I can but its the fact that you don't give a fuck
From this day onward
I can finally feel comfortable enough to take a step outside and tell myself that i can move on without you
and yes, I've changed, but I can be certain that this place is definitely changing too
I'm fairly certain that this isn't working
It's like I'm trying to find myself with a blindfold over my bloodshot eyes
Take me away from this
I'm fairly certain that this isn't working
Mend me
The truth is I won't let this go
And I'll be staying right where you left me
I've been slipping away
I wasn't prepared to lose you
This time I've drowned
I shouldn't feel like I can't do anything
Or like I'm the reason it always falls apart
I'll never understand how these holes can grow so big from only using one reluctant shovel
Decompose
I watched it fall apart
Right in front my eyes
I remember when I said I believed in you
just like you said that you believed in me
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3. |
Empathy
01:11
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4. |
Sympathy
03:43
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I've always had to live my life through a window
Never able to go through with a limitless existence
It feels like I've seen the world
from a broken perspective
Can you hear me now?
I'm screaming out to you
Just tell me that you're listening
Can you feel me now?
Reaching out to you
I'm just here, a helpless man
Living feels like my cross to bear
I need to do this for myself
No one deserves to continue on this way
I can't see clear I'm blind
But why would I want to see anything?
Ive questioned everything
Why does it feel like the entire world is out to get me?
This isn't worth my time
It's hard to believe I am not invincible
These waves of pain are unavoidable
It goes on and on for what seems like miles
An endless sea of woe and misery
Can you hear me now?
I'm screaming out to you
Just tell me that you're listening
Can you feel me now?
Reaching out to you
I'm just here, a helpless man
Living seems like my cross to bear
Please release me from these fucking chains
I've always had to live my life through a window
Never able to go through with a limitless existence
It feels like I've seen the world from a broken perspective
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5. |
A Life Embossed
04:19
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6. |
What Are The Odds?
04:24
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Since the day that we first met
you came into my life knowing that this would never end
And when you step off of this world
remember where you came from
And when you told me everything that I couldn't do
I told myself that it would happen
I proved you wrong
Now were staring at this face to face
I look back and see that all you've done is stayed the same
And when you told me everything that I couldn't do
I told myself that it would happen
I proved you wrong
There is no end in sight
Your Pervasive mindset is slowing you down
No end in sight
Lay the law down for yourself
Stop burning bridges and learn to rebuild
Your pervasive mindset is slowing you down
Don't let this destroy you
Find your place, find your place
I see you but you're so far away
but you're so far away
I see you but you're so far away
Blinded by the very fire you started yourself
I see you but you're so far away
Blinded by the very fire you started yourself
This honest truth has destroyed me
The proof is under your nose
I've been so quickly pushed away
And it's so sad to see
The bonds you break
The ties you make to throwing this all away
And it's so sad to see this fade away
It's so sad to see this fade away
It's so sad to see this fade away
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7. |
Moving Forward
04:17
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I don't think that I could ever forget you
the same way that you simply forgot about me
I don't know what made you think it's okay
for you to take away those feelings and just throw them away
In time the greater momentum of this livid soul
has caused me to reach a climactic breaking point
It never ends for me
I've seen the lonely side of this place I thought I knew
It never ends for me, you see these scars may fade
but we will never watch them disappear or go away
I've tried to keep moving forward but I just keep caving in
I've come accustom to the thoughts that keep the light dim
This is the face of the willing at a standstill
How am I supposed to leave myself behind?
It's always so hard to understand
You don't get it, you don't get it
I never choose to feel this way
You left me in the fucking dark
I don't think that I could ever forget you the same way that you simply forgot about me
I don't know what made you think it's okay
for you to take away those feelings and just throw them away
In time the greater momentum of this livid soul
has caused me to reach a climactic breaking point
It never ends for me
Acceptance is something I completely missed
I'm never good enough for anything
I've come to realize I feel dead inside
And some things never change
I feel like I'm alone in this
we can't keep moving forward
when there's no road to take
this hole in my heart grows larger
and I can't keep the pain away
I never chose to feel this way
you left me in the fucking dark
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8. |
False Face
03:13
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I live to see it
falling apart at the seams
your words deceive you
you're losing at your own game
you expect us to falter
as those big words leave your mouth
but they will get you nothing
because nothing is what's coming out
you expect us to shake in fear
because you think that you know what you're saying
but the reality is that everyone knows all the games you are playing
you'll never know what's best for us
cause you don't know what's best for yourself
all of these faces change as fast as they came
it's what defines you be the center of your own attention please
you're falling away
all of these faces change as fast as they came
I see your pride but where's your shame?
there will be nothing for you when you lose their beady eyes
when it comes time to face the world there goes your sense of pride
all you know is talking big and bold
but we'll see how far that gets you when you're on your own
hold your head high
you've held your head high but in the wrong way
now you'll get a dose of reality
your world falls apart, you've succumbed to insanity
I live to see it
falling apart at the seams
your clock is ticking
you're losing at your own game
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9. |
Insight
03:54
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Waking up every morning and knowing what I want
And what I have had all along
It gives me more reason to thank you
Thank you for all you've done
All the pain I've felt the dark places I have been
They help feed motivation when my walls are caving in, caving in
Even when it crashes all around me
I still find the strength to see the beauty
Of what this life has given to me
I'm waking every morning to chase this dream
Now I'm breaking down these walls and I've waited so long to watch them fall and I
Thank you for everything but I don't need your anything you've done all you can to get me where I am
You cannot contain what was always meant to be free and destined to find its own way through strength and belief
It will reach the place it has dreamt it would be
Just watch me I'll make you believe
What this life's given me
These hardships awaken dreams
You can't contain me
I'll always be free
You can't contain me
This dream it means too much to me
Even when it crashes all around me
I still find the strength to see the beauty
Of what this life has given to me
I'm waking every morning to chase this dream
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10. |
The End
04:00
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I had a dream about disappearing
Without a trace
There's no reason to fear the unknown
when you have the ability to see in the dark
Maintain your power
Reclaim this throne
I had a dream about disappearing
Without a trace
Oh this world wasn't meant for me
I'll show you what you need to see
You have a broader vision of this world than you know
Follow me
I'll drag you down into this hole again
we'll disappear
thoughts will fade
and we'll embrace the end
of everything we know
I didn't know what to do with myself
I decided that I had to make a leap of faith
And take a chance that could've ended my sanity
my sanity
Follow me
I'll drag you down into this hole again
we'll disappear
thoughts will fade
and we'll embrace the end
of everything we know
I see it clearly now who I used to be
How am I supposed to mend this wound
I open my eyes to see the world from a different view
from a different view
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11. |
New Beginnings
01:24
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12. |
The Art Of Solace
04:01
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Its time to find my place
Pick up my feet and make a difference in the world
And let this carry me
To places I've never seen
truth be told
I'll find out what it takes
to feel at home
Never wait for the things you want in life
it takes hard work to fulfill all your wildest expectations
Don't feel like you can just sit around
and wait for something to happen
you have to go forth and seek your own happiness
There's a place for you here
Even if you haven't found it yet
Its not too late to keep searching
It will never be too late
This path is paved in gold
And you're still finding out
This same truth will always be told
Put your best foot forward
Follow these footsteps
Your own light will guide the way
Follow these footsteps
Put your best foot forward
You will never see what makes you shine unless you dig down deep into your thoughts and find out how to live your life
Don't ever live for someone else unless you want to live a life that lacks the opportunities that truly open up for you
And the chances are the choices that you make will wield positive results
To say you tried
Never give up on your own life
You can find your solace now
And strive for this to be a reality
You are not the only one who has buried their regrets
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In Solace La Crosse, Wisconsin
In Solace are just some boys from the midwest who love to make open, honest music!
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